couldn’t sleep at night
seven thousand thoughts running through my mind
an innocent disorder that kills very softly
can’t recall anything at all
void illusions from nothingness
lost without a map
soul without a heart
life without a drug
consciously paralyzed
aware of being hypnotized
can’t remember most of my existence
nobody feels my presence
i think is hould better cut my wrist
to escape the devil’s grip
better pause my breathing for a year
and relax every muscle
to avoid my fears






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